They changed my effin' schedule so four of my classes frollicked their way out of place. So I'm a little disoriented in my life... Although I kept my java, my physics, my math, and my creative writing... which were several of the classes I wanted to keep in their places the most for the people.

Argh, nevermind... I wanted them all.

Apparently the normal english classes required a whole new class and since thirty kids dropped ap english, they're combining my ap english with a new class to make space for a new slot of normal english.

This will improve their learning supposably, but I can't imagine the overcrowded classes even being happy about it. I could be wrong- but hey, I just don't see them going "oh my god! now i can private conference with the teacher for ten minutes every 3 months and lose friends I've had for four weeks... I'm ecstatic."

I'm attempting a new style of writing where I... well... ok I found this poem on deviant, it's somewhere in my favorites and if you like the style I'll find it for you... It's a love poem if you like that sort of feel... but instead of just saying, 'love' for her/his words the poet makes it "ring giving, window breaking love" or something along those lines... clarifying the noun with the verbs. It's quite a pretty deal, and I'm extremely weak on verbs... I'm not sure how this will help that, but maybe? If I approach verbs in general differently, even though this focuses on approaching nouns differently, maybe a new idea of how I could handle verbs will come.

I can think of nouns.. but when it comes to verbs... eh

They're so generic when I use them. It could be anyone writing anything.

--and yeah I know many people do the whole noun-verb real-verb style but, persistantly? like every line? that just feels fuller... I mean I wouldn't do it all the time, but it just feels... better... and quirky? too quirky to be a personal style but still.

I don't know- if anyone has any ideas on how to sharpen verbs- I'd be appreciated. I hadn't realized til recently how bad it was... and I don't want "don't use to be verrrbs or past tense."

I know that trick... I usually do that... and personal journals don't count.

If anyone brings me in toffee
to school
I'll love them forever.